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wednesday

finally, it's wednesday! i think wednesday is one of my most favourite days of the week. cos firstly, school ends at like 12 plus! woohoo. and secondly, we have a nice aerobic run session today. lots of sweat invovled.

it's been a busy week so far! with a lot of homework piling up on me. weird homework. school's been tiring. lessons getting more boring.

home's been disgusting. more disgusting than ever.

been having some eating problems. gastric and tiredness. very odd indeed... plus i haven't been able to lose weight over the past week. i've got this weight barrier. anything below this weight gets me giddy and nauseas. hm any tips?

sunday bike training was cool. for the first time in my entire life, i managed to keep up with a pack. usually i drop off after 1 round or less. ahah so this time, for all 6 i managed to keep with them. no doubt they were prob going slowly or something, i'm still glad i kept up. many many thanks to mok and alisa, who patiently helped me whenever i was dropping behind. so cool. i hope i can have more bike sessions like this. it certainly beats cycling on my own. oh, and clarissa's bike tyre got punctured. hahah. by a mysterious foreign object on the road. perhaps an ant with sharp teeth?

had some celebration cum meeting at tas clubhouse yesterday. consisted of dumb smsing, children throwing beehoon at each other and lovely senseless chatting. we should have more social events. haha. for the team. like a study group! or something. haha. can you imagine? that would be so cool.

anyway, it's back to work and the horror of being in a house. cny celebration this sat! i am freaking out over the messiness of it. everything's very messy! this is so scary. and patrick might be coming! hahah official first aider and photographer. oooh. so fun. i hope it goes well. and dang, i'm missing training :( hope i don't lose out too much. then again, an afternoon of service is really not that bad. i just have a phobia of small kids. shall turn to fangfish and sianying for advice... hm the english sub tcher is like a submarine. and i don't like submarines.

oh yes, i am banquo! somehow, his name churns out this picture of a PAO in my head...i am torn between banquo and galileo, they are both such great people! love triangle, so funny. galileo's thermometer is the BEST okay! i want one. heh.

turra!

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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